30/11 - Winter has arrived

 Today is the first snow of winter and we enjoyed a snowy dog walk.  My dogs have been a great help throughout this year, offering companionship, routine, focus, exercise and love.  A purpose is needed in each and every day and providing exercise for my dogs has been good for both my physical and mental health.



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