Moving forward

 It will be 7 days post op today, feels like I’m healing well.  I was talking to Mark last night about the worries that continue to try to take over and discovered he too feels scared of our check up and results with breast surgeon next Wednesday!  Looking at my boob she looks like she has done a good job aesthetically but the internal removal of extra breast tissue is a bit like driving with one eye covered.  Using the clips left in place after first op and the mag seed put into the centre of the cavity prior to op as markers are there to show the way.  I suppose it’s easier to remove the original tumour as you can see if and feel it, now you’re trying to remember where it was and take extra!  

I’m not as emotional as I was over the weekend and have arranged to see friends to try to start to normalise my life.  Depression means you want to cut yourself off and hide!  But meeting others and talking about their lives and gossip helps.  

They say time is a healer and I hope that goes for my own circumstances too!