Fatigue and emotions

 The last two days have been horrendous.  You just feel like you’ve been hit by a bus, almost zero energy! Saturday afternoon and evening were the tears that just wouldn’t stop, frustration at going through this, feeling so alone, pity that I’d had to endure a childhood where you felt like you walked on eggshells almost all the time, to mental health issues through adulthood to this.  So now the why me! Why the fuck should I get this!  Haven’t I suffered enough through my life! Wallowing was definitely right there with me Saturday!

Sunday is high levels of fatigue, accompanied by brain fog, no driving for me today! Short walk and almost nothing else but lay like a beached whale!  It’s Fathers Day and the boys took dad out for meal last night, which I was obviously jealous of but also thought was really nice.  Then off they went to a classic car show for a couple of hours, not jealous here though lol! Oh and Jacob cooked our evening meal for first time ever.

Monday is here and I’m still tired! Picc line care and food shop first thing, then hopefully energy for dog walk! We will see!